It’s Spooktober and I’ve been slacking on the Halloween makeup looks. However with this makeup look I created it really means a lot to me, especially since the idea came to me while I happened to be in a really dark place for awhile. Depression isn’t a joke, but I know I laugh it off a lot because I don’t want anyone to worry. I may be high in this video and for me cannabis really helps with coping with my feelings, but being able to create a look that truly means a lot to me made me really proud of myself and for the first time in my life; I finally accept my emotions for what they are. I know some days I won’t be okay, and that’s completely fine because I know deep down I’ll get better. So with this makeup look for spooky season it’s also to show that it’s okay to not be okay. And I’m really happy that I got to be able to create my exact vision, about how I feel on the inside and how I carry myself on the outside.