<p>I almost died three times. Wild ride all the way around.</p> <p>Want the easiest plant around to care for?! Get an airplant! [ad]</p> <p><a href="">Airplant Gardens</a> is a monthly plant subscription that&#39;s cheaper than Netflix.<br /> You can save 50% with code &#39;MERMAN&#39; at <a href=""></a></p> <p>Stop using lighters and start smoking with <a href="">hemp wick!</a> [ad]</p> <p>Use code &#39;MISGUIDEDMERMAN&#39; to save 10% at checkout!<br /> <a href=""></a></p> <p>Never thought I&#39;d leave the country let alone go to Jamaica of all places, and in 2020 of all years-- but sometimes gifts come into our life that we didn&#39;t expect, and as long as we&#39;re open to those experiences and aware of those around us-- life can have some magical surprises. I am beyond grateful that I was able to take as many tests as I did before leaving. I&#39;m grateful to have had access to the masks I did to keep myself and others safe. I am beyond thankful for my lovely friends, both physical and virtual- and I&#39;m absolutely in awe of the universe for allowing me to go on this trip, and have the time I did to quarantine properly after I returned. I&#39;m grateful I was able to see the people I love in a time when so many have lost so much. I&#39;m just beyond thankful for this experience. I wish I could give each and every one of you the same exact experience I had- you all deserve to feel the love and joy I felt this christmas. But with that- feelings are just that, feelings. They come and go. I&#39;m not always happy and every day is a practice to feel a little more ok with not feeling ok. We&#39;re all working through some kind of darkness. Please don&#39;t ever feel that you are truly alone.</p> <p>Sending love to everyone taking the time to read this-- you are appreciated, your life has value, and your perspective is something no one can take from you. Love yourself, and stay safe.</p> <p>If you want a cool mask this is where I get all of mine! She&#39;s amazing! [not sponsored]<br /> <a href=""></a></p> <p>MY BESTIES LINKS --</p> <p><a href="">INSTA</a>|| <a href="">YOUTUBE</a>|| <a href="">TWITTER</a> ||</p> <p>Thanks for watching!!</p> <p>Interact with me on social media @misguidedmerman</p> <p>or visit <a href=""></a> for a list of all the places I can be found on the interwebz!</p> <p><a href="">My Instagram</a>||<a href="">My Twitter</a>|| <a href="">My Website</a></p> <p><a href="">CHANNEL PLAYLISTS (WATCH ALL MY VIDEOS HERE)</a><br /> ||<a href="">SCARY VIDEOS</a> || <a href="">STONER VIDEOS</a> || <a href="">OLD VIDEOS</a>||</p> <p>Thanks for watching! You are appreciated!</p> <p>Until next time-</p> <p>Stay safe, stay sane, and remember to always stay golden~</p>